please, please don't hurt me...

...when you're in love for the first time

I always keep preparing to go through all lovers hell...

*hey boy I really wanna be with u, cause you're just my type...*

I'll never be anything but loud...

waiting for the right time to tell you how I feel...

ich will ich will ich will

ich bin ja sonst nicht so der gewinnspielfan! aber bei Jorge Alexander musste ich einfach mitmachen.

grund 1: ich liebe seinen blog
grund 2: ich liebe diese schuhe(links)

why do I want him so bad?

I don't mind anymore...

verliebt...

you killed me and I'm still trying to reincarnate

Maybe we are never meant to let go and forget someone completely. They became memories. Memories that warm you up from inside and also the same thing to tear you apart inside. We can’t do anything to it, we just have to continue to play out our lives. Leaving behind a feeling of immeasurable emptiness.

"You know, I’ve got this theory: There are two kinds of people in the world. There are lyric people and music people. You know, the lyrics people tend to be analytical. You know, all about the meaning of the song. They’re the ones you see with the CD insert out like five minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. Then there’s the music people who could care less for the lyrics as long as it’s just got, like, a good beat and you could dance to it. I don’t know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. But since I’m not, let me just say this: Sometimes things find you when you need them to find you. I believe that. And for me, it’s usually song lyrics."

unspoken

So just let me go
I won’t change my mind.
I'd rather be lonely
Than be by your side.
And nothing you say
Could save us this time.
I’d rather be lonely.

...würde das bloss jemand zu mir sagen und es auch wirklich so meinen...

This is goodbye to a time where you were what I always wanted

we'd make a great couple

...

sometimes we wonder, how much weight we have to lose to be skinny or to look skinny...
to be the skinny girl, that everybody looks up to.
every day I wonder, how it would be to be as skinny as some of the girls in magazines or on tv.
but then I think about the price I'd pay...
the price I paid once, when you told me, that i'm not skinny enough
not skinny enough to be a model
so, not skinny enough to stay with you
not skinny enough, that you could love me.
just a little...

"I feel like I am one of those people who are so miserable that they can’t be around normal people. like I’ll infect the happy people."

birthdaygirl

today's my 21th birthday!

checklist für heute:

- lecker frühstücken mit meiner schwester(die ich jetzt endlich wecken muss)
- dazu HURTS-album auf endlosschleife hören
- den süssen geschenketisch zerstören und auspacken bis der arzt kommt
- faul sein und dumme filme gucken
- so viele kekse und selbstgebackenen-mama-yummi-schokowürfelkuchen essen wie nur möglich(no diets today)
-... mehr kuchen...mehr kekse!
- zwillingsbruder anrufen(erster geburtstag ohne ihn...ferien in kroatien)
- auf meine liebste freundin warten, die mich am abend besuchen kommt<3
- abendessen mit meiner familie beim italiener(wollte ja sushi aber da macht papa und schwester nicht mit...)
- alle nervigen, stressigen dinge, die ich erledigen sollte vergessen
- schlaflosigkeit und melancholie vergessen
-spass haben, lachen bis der bauch schmerzt!
-...mehr kuchen

...the reasons why i'm single:

• i’m not attractive enough
• i'm not skinny enough
  
• i’m not a slut
• i sometimes act like an idiot
• i always complain about myself
  
• i haven’t had a REAL relationship
  
• i’m awkward
• i'm loud
  
• i’m always good friends with the guys i like and can't take the next step
• i'm into bad boys
  
• i’m too insecure
• i don’t let anyone in because i don’t trust easily(anymore)
• i got hurt one time too many

+ the guys i go for, are always in a relationship

I wish I'd know, that it would be this hard to be alone...

Loveless nights, they seem so long
I know, that I'll hold you someday. But till you come back where you belong, it's just another LONELY SUNDAY.

...when music heals you...

My ideal night would probably consists of a good book/movie, a cup of freshly brewed tea and my favourite song on repeat. I am a boring person.

I dreamt about....

...being with the one I love.

Oh you, just leave
I always wanted you to be free
But next time you see the planets try and think of me
And this moment on a stairway where I thought that I could see
All the atoms in your lover, she’s much prettier than me
And can I help it if an atom makes me cry?
I can’t help it if she’s happier than I

I am small... I'm needy .warm me up and breathe me!

"Some friends don’t understand this. They don’t understand how desperate I am to have someone say, I love you and I support you just the way you are because you’re wonderful just the way you are. They don’t understand that I can’t remember anyone ever saying that to me. I am so demanding and difficult for my friends because I want to crumble and fall apart before them so that they will love me even though I am no fun, lying in bed, crying all the time, not moving. Depression is all about If you loved me you would."

für dich...

"When someone walks out of your life, let them. There’s no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make of yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yeah, you may miss them. But remember that you weren’t the one that gave up."

...jeg savner København...

ich vermisse kopenhagen....ich vermisse es ja so sehr! die ferien dort waren wirklich toll. doch wie jedes mal wenn ich dänemark wieder verlassen muss, will ich einfach nur die zeit zurück haben! die leute, die stadt, das land...oh und nicht zu vergessen das tolle essen! (ich bin heilfroh, hat der kiloweise-mitgebrachte käse in meinem koffer überlebt)...
alles bedeutet für mich immer ein stück kindheit und ein grosses stück heimat! deshalb will ich so schnell wie möglich wieder dahin und nächstes jahr meinen master an der uni kopenhagen beginnen! eine besucherin plan ich schon jetzt ein, nämlich die bezaubernde steffi(meine tolle reisebegleiterin und diejenige, die diese tollen fotos gemacht hat! <3

I know I'm young and I should enjoy my youth. I have other priorities like my studies, friends or family. but sometimes I can't help but wonder, if I ever get my prince charming... there's nothing wrong with wanting to be wanted!

...the irony of love

The greatest irony of love. Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being love too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always on the right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them, we are just passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.

it ain't often, that you'll ever find a friend

Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

Day 29 - A song from your childhood



90er Kind, verliebt in Nick Carter und Songtexte mit nichtvorhandenem Englisch lauthals Mitsingerin!

*...there's something about sunday nights, that really makes u want to kill yourself...*

Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty

Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play

Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument



hhahah...eines der wenigen songs, die ich auf der gitarre beherrsche! sonst benutz ich lieber meine stimme!;)