Samstag, 28. Mai 2011

And after the storm,
I run and run as the rains come
And I look up, I look up,
on my knees and out of luck,
I look up.

Night has always pushed up day
You must know life to see decay
But I won't rot, I won't rot
Not this mind and not this heart,
I won't rot.

And I took you by the hand
And we stood tall,
And remembered our own land,
What we lived for.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And now I cling to what I knew
I saw exactly what was true
But oh no more.
That's why I hold,
That's why I hold with all I have.

I will die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I'll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
Because death is just so full and mine so small.
Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

Sonntag, 17. April 2011

not over you yet.




I love jamie woon....but he reminds me of you...the one I lost.

Montag, 28. März 2011

Samstag, 26. März 2011

The plan was to drink until the pain is over. but what's worse, the pain or the hangover?

Samstag, 12. März 2011

Sonntag, 6. März 2011


My hands are cold my body's numb
I'm still in shock what have you done
My head is poundin, my vision's blur
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word

And it hurts so bad that I search my skin
For the entry point, where love went in
And ricocheted and bounced around
And left a hole when you walked out

Montag, 21. Februar 2011

We never said goodbye
Do you think we should have?
Or is it better this way?

Sonntag, 6. Februar 2011

Freitag, 28. Januar 2011

* I wanted words but all I heard was nothing*

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with him
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help you to forget him
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And he'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dial his number and confess to him
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that he'll come to his senses
Every drunk step i take leads me to h
is door
If he sees how much I'm hurting
He'll take me back for sure

He said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating

Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Sonntag, 23. Januar 2011

Donnerstag, 20. Januar 2011

*You said you loved me, you're a liar! 'cause you never, ever did baby!*


I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

Samstag, 15. Januar 2011

*I want another one...*


plane ein neues tattoo!...weiss auch schon was;)