* I wanted words but all I heard was nothing*

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with him
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help you to forget him
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And he'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dial his number and confess to him 
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that he'll come to his senses 
Every drunk step i take leads me to his door
If he sees how much I'm hurting
He'll take me back for sure

He said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

I miss him...

*You said you loved me, you're a liar! 'cause you never, ever did baby!*

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

*I want another one...*

plane ein neues tattoo!...weiss auch schon was;)

please, please don't hurt me...

...when you're in love for the first time

I always keep preparing to go through all lovers hell...

*hey boy I really wanna be with u, cause you're just my type...*

I'll never be anything but loud...

waiting for the right time to tell you how I feel...

ich will ich will ich will

ich bin ja sonst nicht so der gewinnspielfan! aber bei Jorge Alexander musste ich einfach mitmachen.

grund 1: ich liebe seinen blog
grund 2: ich liebe diese schuhe(links)

why do I want him so bad?

I don't mind anymore...

verliebt...

you killed me and I'm still trying to reincarnate

Maybe we are never meant to let go and forget someone completely. They became memories. Memories that warm you up from inside and also the same thing to tear you apart inside. We can’t do anything to it, we just have to continue to play out our lives. Leaving behind a feeling of immeasurable emptiness.

"You know, I’ve got this theory: There are two kinds of people in the world. There are lyric people and music people. You know, the lyrics people tend to be analytical. You know, all about the meaning of the song. They’re the ones you see with the CD insert out like five minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. Then there’s the music people who could care less for the lyrics as long as it’s just got, like, a good beat and you could dance to it. I don’t know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. But since I’m not, let me just say this: Sometimes things find you when you need them to find you. I believe that. And for me, it’s usually song lyrics."

unspoken

So just let me go
I won’t change my mind.
I'd rather be lonely
Than be by your side.
And nothing you say
Could save us this time.
I’d rather be lonely.

...würde das bloss jemand zu mir sagen und es auch wirklich so meinen...

This is goodbye to a time where you were what I always wanted