you killed me and I'm still trying to reincarnate

Maybe we are never meant to let go and forget someone completely. They became memories. Memories that warm you up from inside and also the same thing to tear you apart inside. We can’t do anything to it, we just have to continue to play out our lives. Leaving behind a feeling of immeasurable emptiness.

"You know, I’ve got this theory: There are two kinds of people in the world. There are lyric people and music people. You know, the lyrics people tend to be analytical. You know, all about the meaning of the song. They’re the ones you see with the CD insert out like five minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. Then there’s the music people who could care less for the lyrics as long as it’s just got, like, a good beat and you could dance to it. I don’t know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. But since I’m not, let me just say this: Sometimes things find you when you need them to find you. I believe that. And for me, it’s usually song lyrics."

unspoken

So just let me go
I won’t change my mind.
I'd rather be lonely
Than be by your side.
And nothing you say
Could save us this time.
I’d rather be lonely.

...würde das bloss jemand zu mir sagen und es auch wirklich so meinen...

This is goodbye to a time where you were what I always wanted

we'd make a great couple

...

sometimes we wonder, how much weight we have to lose to be skinny or to look skinny...
to be the skinny girl, that everybody looks up to.
every day I wonder, how it would be to be as skinny as some of the girls in magazines or on tv.
but then I think about the price I'd pay...
the price I paid once, when you told me, that i'm not skinny enough
not skinny enough to be a model
so, not skinny enough to stay with you
not skinny enough, that you could love me.
just a little...

"I feel like I am one of those people who are so miserable that they can’t be around normal people. like I’ll infect the happy people."