it must be love

my heart needs a break!

2012-01-15T16:56:00.001+01:00

2011-09-23T18:45:00.000+02:00

who knows what love is?

2011-09-23T18:41:00.003+02:00

2011-05-28T20:11:00.000+02:00

And after the storm,
I run and run as the rains come
And I look up, I look up,
on my knees and out of luck,
I look up.

Night has always pushed up day
You must know life to see decay
But I won't rot, I won't rot
Not this mind and not this heart,
I won't rot.

And I took you by the hand
And we stood tall,
And remembered our own land,
What we lived for.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And now I cling to what I knew
I saw exactly what was true
But oh no more.
That's why I hold,
That's why I hold with all I have.

I will die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I'll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
Because death is just so full and mine so small.
Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

not over you yet.

2011-04-17T18:19:00.003+02:00

I love jamie woon....but he reminds me of you...the one I lost.

word!

2011-03-28T22:40:00.001+02:00

2011-03-26T08:09:00.001+01:00

The plan was to drink until the pain is over. but what's worse, the pain or the hangover?

2011-03-12T08:41:00.002+01:00

2011-03-06T19:00:00.001+01:00

My hands are cold my body's numb
I'm still in shock what have you done
My head is poundin, my vision's blur
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word

And it hurts so bad that I search my skin
For the entry point, where love went in
And ricocheted and bounced around
And left a hole when you walked out

2011-02-21T17:17:00.002+01:00

We never said goodbye
Do you think we should have?
Or is it better this way?

how can I act, when my heart is on the floor?

2011-02-14T09:43:00.003+01:00

better off now, than I ever was with him...

2011-02-09T08:48:00.004+01:00

done.

2011-02-06T10:37:00.001+01:00

I don't know how much more love this heart can lose...

2011-02-01T11:20:00.001+01:00

* I wanted words but all I heard was nothing*

2011-01-28T08:17:00.005+01:00

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with him
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help you to forget him
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And he'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dial his number and confess to him 
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that he'll come to his senses 
Every drunk step i take leads me to his door
If he sees how much I'm hurting
He'll take me back for sure

He said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

I miss him...

2011-01-23T08:38:00.005+01:00

You said you loved me, you're a liar! 'cause you never, ever did baby!

2011-01-20T09:44:00.003+01:00

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

I want another one...

2011-01-15T12:45:00.004+01:00

plane ein neues tattoo!...weiss auch schon was;)

please, please don't hurt me...

2010-12-25T09:45:00.001+01:00

...when you're in love for the first time

2010-12-19T16:14:00.000+01:00

2010-12-12T13:26:00.003+01:00

I always keep preparing to go through all lovers hell...

hey boy I really wanna be with u, cause you're just my type...

2010-11-20T16:29:00.002+01:00

I'll never be anything but loud...

2010-11-11T17:16:00.001+01:00

waiting for the right time to tell you how I feel...

2010-10-29T21:16:00.000+02:00

ich will ich will ich will

2010-10-27T10:02:00.002+02:00

ich bin ja sonst nicht so der gewinnspielfan! aber bei Jorge Alexander musste ich einfach mitmachen.

grund 1: ich liebe seinen blog
grund 2: ich liebe diese schuhe(links)

why do I want him so bad?

2010-10-26T19:33:00.001+02:00

2010-10-24T09:51:00.002+02:00

I don't mind anymore...

verliebt...

2010-10-02T10:11:00.002+02:00

you killed me and I'm still trying to reincarnate

2010-09-25T17:00:00.004+02:00

2010-09-17T22:37:00.003+02:00

Maybe we are never meant to let go and forget someone completely. They became memories. Memories that warm you up from inside and also the same thing to tear you apart inside. We can’t do anything to it, we just have to continue to play out our lives. Leaving behind a feeling of immeasurable emptiness.

2010-09-17T12:11:00.001+02:00

"You know, I’ve got this theory: There are two kinds of people in the world. There are lyric people and music people. You know, the lyrics people tend to be analytical. You know, all about the meaning of the song. They’re the ones you see with the CD insert out like five minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. Then there’s the music people who could care less for the lyrics as long as it’s just got, like, a good beat and you could dance to it. I don’t know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. But since I’m not, let me just say this: Sometimes things find you when you need them to find you. I believe that. And for me, it’s usually song lyrics."

unspoken

2010-09-15T11:59:00.001+02:00

So just let me go
I won’t change my mind.
I'd rather be lonely
Than be by your side.
And nothing you say
Could save us this time.
I’d rather be lonely.

2010-09-13T19:22:00.000+02:00

...würde das bloss jemand zu mir sagen und es auch wirklich so meinen...

This is goodbye to a time where you were what I always wanted

2010-09-12T16:06:00.002+02:00

we'd make a great couple

2010-09-08T20:02:00.002+02:00

...

2010-09-07T09:42:00.000+02:00

2010-09-06T10:28:00.005+02:00

sometimes we wonder, how much weight we have to lose to be skinny or to look skinny...
to be the skinny girl, that everybody looks up to.
every day I wonder, how it would be to be as skinny as some of the girls in magazines or on tv.
but then I think about the price I'd pay...
the price I paid once, when you told me, that i'm not skinny enough
not skinny enough to be a model
so, not skinny enough to stay with you
not skinny enough, that you could love me.
just a little...

"I feel like I am one of those people who are so miserable that they can’t be around normal people. like I’ll infect the happy people."

2010-09-02T08:05:00.005+02:00

birthdaygirl

2010-08-31T08:21:00.005+02:00

today's my 21th birthday!

checklist für heute:

- lecker frühstücken mit meiner schwester(die ich jetzt endlich wecken muss)
- dazu HURTS-album auf endlosschleife hören
- den süssen geschenketisch zerstören und auspacken bis der arzt kommt
- faul sein und dumme filme gucken
- so viele kekse und selbstgebackenen-mama-yummi-schokowürfelkuchen essen wie nur möglich(no diets today)
-... mehr kuchen...mehr kekse!
- zwillingsbruder anrufen(erster geburtstag ohne ihn...ferien in kroatien)
- auf meine liebste freundin warten, die mich am abend besuchen kommt<3
- abendessen mit meiner familie beim italiener(wollte ja sushi aber da macht papa und schwester nicht mit...)
- alle nervigen, stressigen dinge, die ich erledigen sollte vergessen
- schlaflosigkeit und melancholie vergessen
-spass haben, lachen bis der bauch schmerzt!
-...mehr kuchen

...the reasons why i'm single:

2010-08-30T14:16:00.004+02:00

i’m not attractive enough
i'm not skinny enough
i’m not a slut
i sometimes act like an idiot
i always complain about myself
i haven’t had a REAL relationship
i’m awkward
i'm loud
i’m always good friends with the guys i like and can't take the next step
i'm into bad boys
i’m too insecure
i don’t let anyone in because i don’t trust easily(anymore)
i got hurt one time too many

+ the guys i go for, are always in a relationship

I wish I'd know, that it would be this hard to be alone...

2010-08-29T12:29:00.003+02:00

Loveless nights, they seem so long
I know, that I'll hold you someday. But till you come back where you belong, it's just another LONELY SUNDAY.

...when music heals you...

2010-08-25T19:49:00.001+02:00

My ideal night would probably consists of a good book/movie, a cup of freshly brewed tea and my favourite song on repeat. I am a boring person.

2010-08-23T15:09:00.004+02:00

2010-08-21T16:36:00.002+02:00

I dreamt about....

2010-08-21T16:24:00.001+02:00

...being with the one I love.

2010-08-20T14:36:00.001+02:00

Oh you, just leave
I always wanted you to be free
But next time you see the planets try and think of me
And this moment on a stairway where I thought that I could see
All the atoms in your lover, she’s much prettier than me
And can I help it if an atom makes me cry?
I can’t help it if she’s happier than I

I am small... I'm needy .warm me up and breathe me!

2010-08-16T19:06:00.004+02:00

2010-08-15T15:27:00.000+02:00

"Some friends don’t understand this. They don’t understand how desperate I am to have someone say, I love you and I support you just the way you are because you’re wonderful just the way you are. They don’t understand that I can’t remember anyone ever saying that to me. I am so demanding and difficult for my friends because I want to crumble and fall apart before them so that they will love me even though I am no fun, lying in bed, crying all the time, not moving. Depression is all about If you loved me you would."

für dich...

2010-08-12T19:27:00.002+02:00

"When someone walks out of your life, let them. There’s no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make of yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yeah, you may miss them. But remember that you weren’t the one that gave up."

...jeg savner København...

2010-08-10T21:27:00.001+02:00

ich vermisse kopenhagen....ich vermisse es ja so sehr! die ferien dort waren wirklich toll. doch wie jedes mal wenn ich dänemark wieder verlassen muss, will ich einfach nur die zeit zurück haben! die leute, die stadt, das land...oh und nicht zu vergessen das tolle essen! (ich bin heilfroh, hat der kiloweise-mitgebrachte käse in meinem koffer überlebt)...
alles bedeutet für mich immer ein stück kindheit und ein grosses stück heimat! deshalb will ich so schnell wie möglich wieder dahin und nächstes jahr meinen master an der uni kopenhagen beginnen! eine besucherin plan ich schon jetzt ein, nämlich die bezaubernde steffi(meine tolle reisebegleiterin und diejenige, die diese tollen fotos gemacht hat! <3

2010-08-03T17:06:00.004+02:00

I know I'm young and I should enjoy my youth. I have other priorities like my studies, friends or family. but sometimes I can't help but wonder, if I ever get my prince charming... there's nothing wrong with wanting to be wanted!

...the irony of love

2010-07-29T11:03:00.001+02:00

The greatest irony of love. Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being love too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always on the right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them, we are just passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.

it ain't often, that you'll ever find a friend

2010-07-29T10:50:00.004+02:00

Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

2010-07-27T18:47:00.002+02:00

Day 29 - A song from your childhood

90er Kind, verliebt in Nick Carter und Songtexte mit nichtvorhandenem Englisch lauthals Mitsingerin!

...there's something about sunday nights, that really makes u want to kill yourself...

2010-07-25T18:45:00.005+02:00

Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty

2010-07-25T18:43:00.003+02:00

Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play

2010-07-23T11:56:00.004+02:00

Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument

hhahah...eines der wenigen songs, die ich auf der gitarre beherrsche! sonst benutz ich lieber meine stimme!;)

2010-07-22T15:19:00.002+02:00

Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh

mein alterego, mein grösstes idol, mein vorbild: the COOKIEMONSTER!

2010-07-21T17:50:00.002+02:00

Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral

2010-07-20T19:30:00.001+02:00

Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding

2010-07-19T10:55:00.004+02:00

Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy

2010-07-18T19:25:00.002+02:00

Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry

...etwas peinlich, aber wahr!;)

back from london

2010-07-17T20:04:00.005+02:00

...bye bye london...ich war die letzten 5 tage nun zum 2. mal in london und...hach, ich wollte gar nicht mehr gehen! ich vermisse es sehr. aber ferien sind ferien, jetzt werd ich mich wohl wieder meiner seminararbeit und anderen dingen widmen müssen! oh und natürlich werd ich auch meine kleine"songauswahl" mit tag 20 weiterführen! <3

Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad

...macht mich eigentlich nicht traurig...aber erinnert mich an die tolle zeit in london, die ich so gerne nochmals haben würde...

this song really means the most to me

2010-07-12T17:49:00.005+02:00

Day 19 - A song from your favorite album

liebste band...speziell ihr zweites album "under the iron sea" bedeutet mir sehr viel und ich verbinde auch enorm viel mit den songs. try again ist wohl eines der schönsten und eines der wenigen lieder, die mich irgendwo ganz tief berühren. jedoch auch nur ein kleiner teil all dieser kleinen meisterwerke, mit denen tim rice-oxley immer die richtigen knöpfe bei mir drückt! <3>

2010-07-11T20:21:00.001+02:00

Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio

I'm losing you...and it's effortless

2010-07-11T20:10:00.004+02:00

Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio

2010-07-09T13:25:00.002+02:00

Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate

my life is a song without melody

2010-07-08T15:17:00.001+02:00

Day 15 - A song that describes you

Well life is a dream 'cause we're all walking in our sleep
You could see us stand in lines like we're dead upon our feet
And we build our house of cards and then we wait for it to fall
Always forget how strange it is just to be alive at all

2010-07-08T08:43:00.003+02:00

Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love

don't look back, just put your past behind u and find something better in the future

2010-07-06T10:31:00.004+02:00

Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure

25">

ist mir schon etwas peinlich....aber ich mag den song!:)

2010-07-05T15:39:00.001+02:00

Day 12 - A song from a band you hate

grauenvoll!! emo...üüüäääääh!

2010-07-04T22:58:00.001+02:00

Day 11 - A song from your favorite band

♥

2010-07-03T09:56:00.002+02:00

Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep

ich kann schon seit wochen...oder monaten nicht mehr wirklich schlafen und ich fange langsam an durchzudrehen!:/ aber früher hat mir dieses lied sehr geholfen, wenn ich probleme hatte, nachts zur ruhe zu kommen...leider hilft es im moment nicht...

2010-07-02T09:13:00.005+02:00

Day 09 - A song that you can dance to

2010-07-01T18:42:00.002+02:00

Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to

ganz ehrlich kenne ich zu fast jedem lied, welches ich irgendwie mal gehört habe, die lyrics! mein hirn ist auf songtexte programmiert und hat daher manchmal mehr platz für irgendwelche dummen backstreet boys lyrics als für dinge, die ich für die uni wissen sollte! naja...aber ich musste mich trotzdem für ein lied entscheiden und habe daher das meisterwerk gewählt, welches für die liebe zu dieser band vor genau 6 jahren geführt hat und immer noch andauert! <3

2010-06-30T20:06:00.002+02:00

Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event

erinnerungen an ein wundervolles konzert mit einem wundervollen menschen! obwohl ich nix gesehen hab und wir schliesslich, dank spontanen sommergewitter deluxe, pitschnass nach hause gestampft sind....

2010-06-30T10:15:00.002+02:00

Day 06 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere

...erinnert mich immer an meine zweite Heimat Dänemark und unser Ferienhaus am Meer, wo wir schon von klein auf Ferien machen. Es befindet sich in der winzigen Ortschaft Ordrup, nur eine Stunde von Kopenhagen entfernt! Jeg elsker Denmark! <3

2010-06-28T16:35:00.004+02:00

Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone

Thinking about our younger years, where there were only you and me.
We were young, wild and free. But now, there's nothing.

2010-06-27T18:40:00.004+02:00

Day 04 - A song that makes you sad

It's my heart you're stealing
It's my heart you take
It's my heart you're dealing with
And it's my heart you'll break

It's my heart you're taking
It's breaking bit by bit
It's my heart you're dealing with
But you don't know about it

If you'd feel like I feel
And if you'd know what I know
I don't think you'd ever play me
I know you'd never play me

dieses lied bedeutet mir sehr viel. jedoch macht es mich immer wahnsinnig traurig, weil es mich an die zeit erinnert, in der ich es immer und immer wieder gehört habe.

2010-06-26T18:45:00.002+02:00

Day 03 - A song that makes you happy

I'm anything but happy at the moment....aber dieses lied schafft es immer wieder mich aufzubauen und erinnert mich an liebe menschen!:)

.

2010-06-25T16:17:00.003+02:00

Day 02 - Your least favorite song

wuuuäääh....ich finde sie schrecklich! und dieses lied ist der gipfel!

my love to melodies and rhythm

2010-06-24T11:47:00.004+02:00

Day 01 - Your favorite song:

dumme dumme dumme frage. werde sie nie beantworten können! im moment aber dieses tolle stück:

You’re only a memory now. A memory of what I wanted, of what I got, of what I gave away and of what I’d do anything to get back

2010-06-22T10:24:00.003+02:00

I’m ready to let go, move on, be happy, but there’s always this little shred of "Well maybe he’ll want me tomorrow.” You know what I mean.

...sometimes the past catches up with u, whether u want it or not

2010-06-11T10:30:00.005+02:00

That's my fear: I've lost something very important and I can not find it...and I need it. It's this fear like if someone lost his glasses and went to the glasses store and they told him, that the world had run out of glasses and he would just have to do without.

I want you

2010-06-09T20:20:00.002+02:00

I hope you don’t mind me saying,
I think you’re lovely.
I hope you don’t mind me staying,
because I might never leave.

I never loved u enough to hate u

2010-05-29T19:52:00.003+02:00

2010-05-13T19:57:00.001+02:00

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

— St. Augustine

I'm lost...in dreams and reality

2010-05-07T10:58:00.001+02:00

Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that’s all.

2010-04-22T19:59:00.003+02:00

"Some things, however, are true no matter how hard you might try to block them out, and a lie is always a lie, no matter how prettily told. Some doors, once they’re opened, can never be closed again, just as some trust, once it’s been lost, can never be won back."

sometimes....bigger is better

2010-04-14T15:24:00.000+02:00

stars that clear have been dead for years, but the idea just lives on

2010-04-11T13:00:00.002+02:00

love me like I need to be loved

2010-04-09T21:31:00.002+02:00

tired.

hurt.

empty.

lost.

Some of us are not build for being loved

2010-04-08T18:20:00.003+02:00

Those that go searching for love, only manifest their own loveless ness. And the loveless never find love, only the loving find love. And they never have to seek for it.(D. H. Lawrence)

You are calm and symmetry and i’m an empty hole

2010-04-07T19:48:00.002+02:00

Oh, innocent victims of Cupid,
Remember this terse little verse;
To let a fool kiss you is stupid,
To let a kiss fool you is worse. ( E. Y. Harburg)

pictures source:www.velvetlipstik.tumblr.com

2010-04-05T12:54:00.001+02:00

*it must be love*